Overthinking

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Magtatag sayo. Ikaw nalang. Laban lang. You're too good to be used. You're alone and you chose to be alone because they isolate you. You're tired about everything that happened but you kept on trying. You deserve someone na maappreciate presence mo. You rather be alone than to talk to someone na hindi naman alam nararamdaman mo. Stop begging for attention. You save everyone but who saves you? Wala. Stop being there for them kahit in the first place babalewalain ka lang din nila. Ippm ka pag sila malungkot at may kailangan pero pag ikaw na, hindi ka na nila papakinggan. Kasi nga 'YOU WERE THEIR LAST CHOICE'. Minsan they didn't know they are killing you inside, they are destroying you, masakit sila magsalita, they are too much, too insensitive. But you dont deserve them. This is the world, all of them will be gone by your side, be prepared. Be wise about choosing whom you'll trust, kasi may trust issue ka nga e. It's hard for you to trust them, it's easy for them to forget you and not understand you. You're used and abused. One day merong tao na icocompliment ka. Masayang kasama ka. You lack self-esteem. You're afraid of the world. You're afraid to be judged. But you kept moving forward. You deserve to be happy also. Be still. Love, yourself. ☺️
Ps. You're the only one who'll build yourself again. Build some walls. Apply some traps. Don't let anyone come in your life again.
Pss. For those people that can relate for what I'm telling here, remember this: 'You were great, you were precious, you're worthy of someone's laughter and joy. You're easy to be loved but they chose not to love you but they killed you. But I'm telling you this, 'Someday it's gonna make sense, our presence, they will miss it when we were gone by their side'. Be still and be strong :)