DEPEND ON YOUR OWN HEART AND NO OTHER, DEPEND ON GOD

THOUGHOUT ALL MY LIFE SINCE YOUNGEST AGE GOD HAS PUT ME THROUGH THE RUFFEST TRAINING OF DEPENDING ON NO OTHER HEART BUT MY OWN AND THAT MASTER THAT I AM IN MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER OR SUFFER. EYE SUFFERED MUCH, FOR EYE WANTED TO BE LOVED ALWAYS. IT WAS HARDEST TRAINING EVER, FOR EYE WAS ALWAYS MORE EMOTIONAL AND LOVING AND IN NEED OF LOVE THEN MOST OF THE WOMEN EYE KNOW. EYE CRIED SO MUCH MORE SENSITIVE. EYE USED TO CRY A LOT IN PAST, CRY FOR LOVE OUTSIDE OF ME, DEPENDING ON OTHER HEARTS, EYE CRIED SO MUCH FOR LOVE, FOR EYE COULD NOT GET WHAT EYE COULD GIVE FROM OTHERS. LOVE. EMOTIONAL AND SENSITIVE CHILD EYE WAS, WHO GOT MISUNDERSTOOD ON EVERY STEP, EYE FELT EVERYTHING ALSO, SO SENSITIVE AND WORLD WAS COLD, EYE WAS ONLY CRYING FOR THEIR LOVE, BUT EYE GOT ONLY BEATINGS. FROM MY FAMILY, FROM MY GURUS, FROM WOMEN, FROM THE SYSTEM, DEPENDING ON OTHERS EYE SUFFERED. PEOPLE BETRAYED ME ON ALL THIS LEVELS. EYE CRIED SO MUCH. BUT IN REALITY, EYE BETRAYED MYSELF, EYE BETRAYED THAT GOD THAT I AM IN MY HEART AND HEART OF OTHERS, BY DEPENDING ON OTHER HEARTS AND CRYING TO THEM AND NOT DEPENDING ON THAT GOD THAT I AM IN MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER. EYE CRIED SO MUCH, EYE EVEN BLAMED GOD, BUT IN REALITY IT WAS GOD TRAINING ME AND GIVING ME HARD LESSONS ON ALL LEVELS, SO EYE WOULD ON THE END DEPEND ONLY ON MY OWN HEART, ON THAT I AM THAT I AM IN LOVE NOW IN MY HEART AND NO OTHER, SO EYE COULD BECOME A MASTER THAT I AM IN LOVE OF GOD, DEPENDING ONLY ON MY OWN HEART, SO EYE COULD TEACH OTHERS WITH DEEP WISDOM, TO DEPEND ON THEIR OWN HEARTS ONLY AND NO OTHER AND BECOME THE MASTER THAT I AM ASWELL. IT WAS GOD TRAINING ME TO TRUST IN HIM ONLY AS THAT I AM SHOWN ME, IF EYE DEPEND AND CRY TO OTHERS, EYE SHALL ONLY SUFFER AND CRY, FOR I AM NOT DEPENDING ON MY OWN HEART, THEREFORE I AM NOT DEPENDING ON GOD. EYE NEEDED A LOT OF HARD TRAINING TO GET THIS LOVE.

AT AGE OF 2 MY PARENTS LEFT IN EXPLOSION OF DRAMA, EYE GOT TRAUMATIZED IN YOUNG AGE FOR DEPENDING ON MY PARENTS. EYE CAN REMEMBER DRAMA EVEN AS EYE WAS ONE YEAR OLD BABY, NO ONE BELIEVED ME, EYE COULD, IT WAS TERRIBLE, BUT NOW EYE SEE IT FROM THE EYE OF GOD THAT I AM IN MY HEART AS GIFT OF LOVE OF GOD TO DEPEND ON GOD THAT I AM ONLY IN MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER. SO EYE WAS LEFT AT AGE OF 2 WITH MY POOR GRANDMOTHER IN MOST POOR CONDITIONS FOR MY COUNTRY, SO EMOTIONAL IN NEED OF LOVE EYE WAS AND IN NEED OF HUGS, BUT MY GRANMAA WAS TROUBLED BY CONSTANT FEAR FOR SURVIVAL AND OTHER FEARS, REGARDING WHAT OTHERS SO EYE COULD NOT GET MUCH HUGS FROM HER, ALSO NOT MUCH GUIDANCE, BUT MUCH PROGRAMMED FEAR, SHE ALWAYS FELT SHE IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH AND THEREFORE ALSO ME. EYE NEEDED LOVE AND EASE IN PEACE, BUT THERE WAS STRESS AND FEAR AND LACK IN HER WAYS, EYE COULD FEEL EVERYTHING. NO ONE COULD UNDERSTAND ME. YET SHE HAD LOVE AND THIS LOVE EYE FELT, SHE LOVED JESUS AND GOD AND SHE WANTED ME TO LOVE GOD AND JESUS TOO, BUT IN THE WAY SHE WAS PROGRAMMED BY FEAR OF GOD OF OLD CATHOLIC SYSTEM THAT HER MOTHER PROGRAMMED HER IN. SHE MENT GOOD, HER LOVE WAS REAL, JUST SUCH WAY DID NOT SOOTH A CHILD TO DEPEND ON AND NOT GET SCARED. MY GRANMAA WAS LOVING IN HER HEART AND SO GOOD, THAT SHE WOULD GIVE EVERYTHING FOR OTHERS TO HAPPY, SHE DID SO MANY SACRIFICES FOR OTHERS AND ENDED UP VERY BAD, SHE SACRIFICED HERSELF FOR ME ALL THE TIME ALSO, YET SHE WAS AFRAID, BUT LOVE WAS REAL. SHE GIVEN HERSELF AWAY AND LOST HERSELF, DEPENDING ON OTHERS, SHE LOST HER PEACE AND JOY. BUT SHE HAD LOVE OF GOD AND GOODNESS, YET SHE WAS AFRAID ALWAYS. TO DEPEND ON HER WAS NOT SO GOOD ALSO. EYE COULD NOT GET LOVE FROM ANYONE REALY, LOVE EYE SEARCHED FOR. ME AND GRANMAA WERE POOREST IN VILLAGE AND EYE ALWAYS OBSERVED HER BROTHER, POLITICIAN FOR WHOM SHE SACRIFICED HER YOUTH AS SHE WORKED ON THE FARM, SO HE COULD STUDY. HE BECAME A RITCH MAN, BUT SHE ENDED UP IN THE GUTTER. EYE OBSERVED HIM AS YOUNG BOY WITH DEEP FEELING. HE NEVER HELPED MY GRANMAA FINANCIALLY IN ANY WAY AND SHE HAS SACRIFICED HERSELF FOR HIM. SEEING THEIR RITCH WAY OF LIFE, HAVING TOO MUCH BUT NOT HELPING HER, SEEING HOW WITHOUT EMOTIONS THEY WERE AND HOW SHE CRIED FOR SURVIVAL IN FEAR AND THEY DID NOT HELP HER, EYE HATED HIM AND ALSO HIS FAMILY. EYE WAS WONDERING IN SCHOCK AUTISTIC CHILD THAT EYE WAS, SO EMOTIONAL, EYE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HOW THEY COULD ALLOW US TO LIVE LIKE THIS AND THEY LIVE LIKE KINGS. EYE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HOW THERE CAN BE COLDNESS AND NO LOVE IN PPL THAT ARE YOUR BLOOD RELATED TO YOU. EYE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN BE COLD AND LET SOMEONE ROTT, WHO SACRIFICED HER OWN HAPPINESS FOR YOUR HAPPINESS. EYE COULD NOT GET THIS, BUT EYE GOT HATE.

YET MY GRANDMOTHERS AND GRANDFATHERS FAMILY, HER CHILDREN, MY UNCLES, THEY WERE ALL NICE AND WE HAD LOVING RELATIONS, FAMILY WAS MUCH CONNECTED AND THERE WAS LOVE AND UNITY, BUT THEY HAD ENUF TO SURVIVE THEMSELVES, THEY COULD NOT HELP US MUCH, YET THEY WERE NICE AND EYE REMEBER THAT ALWAYS WE HAD FAMILY GATHERINGS AND THIS KEPT MY GRANDMOTHER GOING. IT WAS HER JOY AND HER SONS LOVED HER. TO WITNESS FAMILY EVERY WEEK VISITING MANY TIMES, ALL HER CHILDREN FAMILIES WAS REALY SOURCE OF JOY. AND WHEN SHE NEEDED ANYTHING, HER SONS WOULD HELP HER IN THE WAYS THEY WERE ABLE, ALSO WITH PHYSICAL WORK MOSTLY AND MY MOTHER DID SEND HER AND ME ALSO SOME MONEY FROM GERMANY, YET SHE WAS ALSO STRUGGLING. SO EYE LEARN IN YOUNG AGE, EYE CANNOT DEPEND ON NO ONE BUT MYSELF, YET EYE WAS SO BAD IN DEPENDING ON MYSELF AND ALWAYS EYE WANTED TO DEPEND ON OTHERS. EYE WANTED MY MOMMY, SO EYE WAS ALWAYS IN FORREST ALL DAYS LONG. EYE FELT MY MOMMY IN FORREST FOR SOME STRANGE REASON EVEN AS YOUNG BOY, BUT EYE LONGED FOR MY HUMAN MOTHER AND HER LOVING EMBRACE. SHE LOVED ME THOUGH, BUT SHE RAN BECUZ OF MY FATHER VIOLENCE TO GERMANY, BUT SHE COULD NOT TAKE ME WITH HER, FOR SHE WAS ILLEGAL. I LOVED MY MOTHER, EYE HAD HER SINCERE LOVE, SHE CRIED A LOT, YET EYE COULD NOT DEPEND ON MY MOTHER EITHER, BUT EYE COULD LOVE HER AS EYE STILL DO AND SHE LOVES ME TOO AS EYE LOVE HER. HER LOVE WAS ALWAYS PURE AND UNCONDITIONAL. MY MOTHER Janja Ehnes IS JUST LIKE ME, SHE GIVES AL FREEDOM AND LOVES U FOR WHO U R AND ALWAYS WANTS TO BE HERSELF. EYE LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOMMY, EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE NOT HERE, EYE ALWAYS FELT YOUR LOVE AND IN TIMES WHEN EYE SAW YOU FROM TIME TO TIME, JUST BY BEING YOU YOURSELF YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE MYSELF ALSO. EYE LOVE YOU AS MYSELF. U R LOVE EMBODIED. MAY ALL YOUR TROUBLES HEAL AND ONLY HEAVENS BE YOURS ON EARTH. AMEN.

EYE DID NOT HAVE MUCH FRIENDS, EYE WAS WEIRD. EYE WAS MOCKED BECUZ OF THICK GLASSESS AND DIDNOT HAVE MUCH FRIENDS. EYE SPEND MY DAYS IN FORREST AND EYE HAD ONE IMAGINARY FRIEND. EYE CALLED HIM GOD.

EYE TRIED TO DEPEND ON A GIRL IN HIGHSCHOOL. EYE LOVED HER SO MUCH, SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL AS RADHARANI. SHE LOVED ME AS EYE LOVED HER, WE HAD SUCH FUN AND WE WERE LIKE ONE. HAPPY DAYS AT LAST. EYE FOUND LOVE. WHEN WE MET FOR FIRST TIME, WE COULD JUST DANCE AND HANG OUT AND LAUGH LIKE WE KNOW EACH OTHER FOR MILLION YEARS. SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND MY LOVE, EYE WAS SO HAPPY. WE WERE SO HAPPY AND YOUNG AND NO DRAMA WHATSOEVER. WE WERE ONE. SHE WAS LIKE ME. IT WAS MOST BEAUTIFUL AND SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE. SHE WAS AN ANGEL AND HER ENERGY MADE EVERYONE JUST DANCE IN JOY. SUCH HAPPY DAYS WE HAD. YET HER FAMILY MOVED TO ANOTHER COUNTRY AND SHE WAS JUST 18 YEARS OLD, SO IN ONE DAY MY HAPPINESS WAS TAKEN AWAY AND HER ASWELL. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE PAIN. EYE DEPENDED ON HER HEART AND WE HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER, IT WAS SO NOURISHING, YET AS SHE WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AND ALL WE HAD TOGETHER WITH HER, MY JOY, MY LOVE, MY LIFE WAS TAKEN AWAY. ONCE AGAIN EYE FELT LIKE A LITTLE CHILD, WHO LOST HIS MOMMY. AND IN THIS EXPERIENCE THERE WAS NO MEMORIES OF SUFFERING, DRAMA OR PAIN, SO LOST WAS SO MUCH MORE PAINFUL THEN ANY OTHER LOSS WOULD BE. EYE WAS YOUNG YET LOVING, EMOTIONAL AND SENSITIVE AS I AM NOW. YET EYE WAS NOT A MASTER. EYE CRIED TO GOD. EYE CRIED FOR YEARS. YEARS OF SADNESS AND CRYING, DRUNK EYE CALLED HER NAME IN THE NIGHT, EVEN ONE YEAR LATER, FRIENDS REMEMBERED EYE DID NOT. EYE DEPENDED ON ANOTHER HEART AND BETRAYED MYSELF, O HOW EYE CRIED.

EYE DEPENDED LATER ALSO ON SOME DRUGS, FOR ALL THE PAIN FROM CHILDHOOD AND ALL THE DRAMA IN LIFE, DRUGS WERE, WHERE EYE SEARCHED MY HAPPINESS IN, YET EYE ONLY WRECKED MYSELF FURTHER TO THE EDGE OF EXISTENCE. MY SECOND GIRLFRIEND, WE WERE NOT SO HAPPY TOGETHER BUT ATTACHED AND ALSO SHE WAS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME BY HER PARENTS. PAIN ON PAIN, PAIN IN OUR RELATIONSHIP AND PAIN IN OUR FORCED BREAKUP. EYE WAS ALSO USING SOME SUBSTANCE TO FEEL ECSTASY, BY SAME NAME, EYE WRECKED MYSELF ALMOST. YET THIS DEPENDANCY SPARKED A CALL FROM GOD. EYE REALIZED ALL IS USELESS IN THIS WORLD, ONLY CRYING FOR LOVE UNTIL U WRECK URSELF WITH NO LOVE. EYE DECIDED TO LEAVE ALL THIS DEPENDENCIES ON PAIN AT VERY YOUNG AGE, EYE HAD ENOUGH OF LIFE. EYE WANTED TO SEARCH HAPPINESS AND GOD WITHIN ME, SO EYE LEFT THIS WORLD OF ILLUSIONS.

EYE WENT TO INDIA, EYE LEARNED EYE CANNOT DEPEND ON ANYONE BUT GOD, BUT ROMAN CATHOLIC TRAINING TAUGHT ME, EYE CANNOT FIND LOVE OF GOD EYE SEEK THERE AND ANSWERS, BUT ONLY FEAR AND BELIEFS MY GRANMAA SUFFERED FROM. SO EYE FLEW TO INDIA. EYE GOT CLEAN OF ALL DEPENDENCIES ON EVERYTHING EYE MENTIONED BEFORE, EYE WAS LEARNING TO DEPEND ONLY ON GOD AND NO ONE ELSE. YET EYE WAS YOUNG AND COVERED MASTER STILL AND PREYING GURUS COULD GOT ME. EYE LOST DEPENDENCY ON THE WORLD AND EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING IN IT, BUT GURUS TRICKED ME TO DEPEND ON THEM TO KNOW GOD, SO ONCE AGAIN EYE WAS DEPENDING ON SOMEONE ELSE HANDLING MY LIFE TO THEM FOR MY SALVATION AN EYE GOT PROGRAMMED IN THEIR WAY OF GURU RELIGION TO BECOME A SLAVE. IT WAS NECESSARY PART OF MY JOURNEY, EYE LEARNED SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT IS NOT RIGHT AND EMOTIONAL MENTAL SLAVERY OF GURU CULTS. EYE HAD EYES TO SEE NOW, EYE COULD NOT GET ANY ADVICE FROM THEM, ONLY PROGRAMS AND THERE WAS MUCH TRAUMA ADDED TO MY ALREADY TRAUMATIZED SELF, YET ALSO MUCH ENLIGHTENMENT AND ORDER IN MY LIFE, SO EYE THANKED THEM FOR THEIR ASSISTANCE ON THE PART OF A WAY EYE NEEDED THEM AND EYE LEFT. THEY TAUGHT ME ABOUT DISCIPLINE, THEY GIVEN ME ACCESS TO GREAT SCRIPTURES AND DEEPEST TRUTHS AND THEY TAUGHT ME WHAT IS NOT THE WAY ALSO BY THEIR EXAMPLE. ONCE AGAIN EYE LEARNED THAT TO DEPEND ON SOMEONE ELSE TO GIVE YOU GOD, YOU LOSE YOURSELF AND BECOME A SLAVE. ONCE AGAIN EYE LEARNED ONE CAN NEVER DEPEND ON OTHERS, REGARDING THEIR OWN SALVATION. EYE SHOULD LEARN THIS BEFORE, FOR GURU THAT HAS GIVEN ME MY NAME AND SEED OF DEEPEST RADHARANIS ESSENCE IN MY HEART, HAS LEFT HIS BODY JUST AFTER MY INITIATION AND HEW PURE DIVINE ASCENDED MASTER. HE JUST GIVEN ME THE KEYS AND WHO I AM IN ESSENCE AND LEFT, YET THOSE WHO SAID THEY FOLLOW HIM AFTER ABUSED ME WITH RELIGION. ONCE AGAIN EYE LEARNED, THAT TRUER ANGEL FREED ME AND GIVEN ME LOVE AND OTHERS IN HIS NAME MADE ME DEPEND ON FEAR AND ILLUSIONS OF SLAVERY. THAT'S WHY I AM JUST LIKE I AM, EYE DO NOT BELIEVE IN GURUS AND PERSONAL GUIDES. EYE BELIEVE WE AL ARE MASTERS THAT I AM, EYE ONLY REMEMBERED, YOU NEED TO ALSO, THEREFORE EYE GIVE YOU MY WORD. DO NOT DEPEND ON ME, I AM NOT YOUR MASTER, EYE AM HERE TO FREE U, AS I AM FREE MYSELF, TO MAKE U THE MASTER THAT I AM SO WE CAN DANCE, EQUAL AND ON SAME LEVEL AS I AM. EYE BELIEVE IN A WAY OF A MASTER THAT TELLS U A STORY, A LESSON AND IN THIS WORD OF LOVE AN EYE AM GIVING TO YOU, ITS YOUR TRUTH IMPARTED DEEPLY IF YOU FEEL IN THE HEART. AND YOU CAN GET YOUR OWN TRUTH ONLY IF YOU FEEL LOVE THE WORD REVEALED IN THY HEART WITHIN YOU. MASTERS TELL YOU STORIES, RIDDLES, WORD THAT HOLDS THE KEY TO YOUR KINGDOM WITHIN. YOU HAVE TO GET THE KEY. EYE GIVE YOU MY WORD. MASTERS NEVER TELL YOU YOUR ANSWER, BUT WE HIDE UR TRUTH IN OUR ART. ANSWER IS WITHIN YOU. WE ARE NOT HERE TO DO IT FOR YOU, WE ARE HERE ONLY TO REMIND YOU. TAKE MY WORD. MASTER TEACHES ONLY WHAT HE REALIZES, EYE REALIZED GOD THAT I AM IN LOVE NOW IN MY HEART, BY DEPENDING ON NO OTHER BUT MY HEART AND EYE MUST TEACH YOU SAME. THOU SHALL NOT DEPEND ON ME, THOU SHAL DEPEND ON GOD ONLY, ON THY HEART.

FOR EYE TELL YOU ONE THING, EYE CAN ONLY BE WHO I AM AND TEACH OTHERS WHAT EYE REALIZED AND I AM. IN MY DARKEST HOURS, IN MY GREATEST DESPAIR AND TROUBLES, IF EYE ASKED SOMEONE ELSE FOR ADVICE, REGARDLESS THE MASTER THEY ARE, OR SOMEONE TALKED TO ME AND WAS THERE FOR ME, IT ONLY GOT WORST AND WORST. NO EXTERNAL GUIDE AND SUPPORT COULD NEVER HELP ME. TALKING ABOUT MY PROBLEM MADE IT ONLY GROW, FOR THEIR ADVICE WAS NOT WHAT GOD SAIS. BUT AS EYE ALWAYS WENT INTO MY SILENCE, MY PEACE, DEEP INSIDE MY HEART, GOD THAT I AM GUIDED ME TOWARDS THE SOLUTION AND RELIEF OF ANYTHING THAT TROUBLED ME. EYE GIVE YOU MY WORD THAT I AM, ONLY SUCH ASSISTANCE HELPED. REGARDING EVERYTHING ALWAYS, IF EYE DEPENDED ON MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER, SOLUTION AND SUCCESS FOLLOWED. EYE DEPENDED ON GOD. IF EYE DEPENDED ON OTHERS, REGARDLESS HOW GREAT THEY WERE, RESULT WAS DISASTER. IN THIS WAY GOD TAUGHT ME TO DEPEND ONLY ON MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER, FOR DEPENDING ON ANYONE ELSE ALWAYS ENDED UP IN DISASTER AND U CAN SEE IN YOUR LIFE IS SAME. FOR THIS IS THE WAY, THIS IS THE TRUTH, HOW ONE BECOMES AN ASCENDED MASTER AND ASCENDED ANGEL, DEPENDING ONLY ON THEIR OWN HEART AND NO OTHER ONE GETS FREE OF KARMA. GOD HAS PUT ME THROUGH HARDCORE TRAINING, SHOWING ME THAT DEPENDING ON OTHERS FOR YOUR OWN SALVATION AND HAPPINESS IS LIKE GIVING WATER TO OTHER ONE WHEN I AM THIRSTY MYSELF. GOD TRAINED ME TO DEPEND ONLY ON MY OWN HEART AND GOD THAT I AM IN MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER, FOR ONLY GOD MATTTERS REGARDING HAPPINESS, LOVE, FULFILMENT AND EVERYTHING THAT MATTERS. THIS IS THE WAY OF THE MASTER, TO DEPEND ONLY ON GOD AND NO OTHER. WAY FREE OF ALL KARMA. ASCENDED MASTERS AND ANGELS DEPEND ONLY ON THEIR OWN HEART AND FOLLOW NO OTHER BUT THEIR OWN HEART, FOR I AM THERE IN LOVE IN THEIR HEART AND NO OTHER. ASCENDED MASTERS FOLLOW GOD ONLY AND THEIR OWN HEART, WHO ARE ONE.

THAT'S WHY I AM WHO I AM AN EYE TEACH THE WAY EYE TEACH. THE WAY GOD TAUGHT ME AND MADE ME A MASTER, EYE TEACH IN MY EXAMPLE IN SAME WAY. I AM NOT PERSONAL ADVISOR, ANSWER IS WITHIN YOU, YOU ARE THE ONE YOU ARE WAITING FOR. I AM THE WORD THAT SHALL SPEAK TO MASSES, TO FREE THEM FROM OTHERS, EYE CAN ONLY DO MY OWN WORK AND NEVER WORK OF ANOTHER AND SO SHOULD YOU, BELOVED ANGEL. EYE DEPEND ONLY ON MY OWN HEART FOR MY OWN TRUTH IS IN MY OWN HEART, EYE DEPEND ONLY ON GOD AN EYE GIVE YOU THE WORD EVERYDAY, THAT NO ONE ELSE EVER MATTERED FOR YOU TOO. I AM NOT HERE FOR OTHERS TO BE DEPENDING ON ME, EYE WAS NOT TRAINED BY NANNIES, THEREFORE I AM NOT A NANNY. EYE WAS MADE A MASTER BY HARD TRAINING OF GOD NOT TO DEPEND ON OTHERS, SO NOW EYE CAN TEACH OTHERS TO BECOME THE MASTER THAT I AM DEPENDING ON NO OTHER HEART BUT THEIR OWN ASWELL. EYE TEACH EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO FOLLOW ME OR EYE TO BE THEIR GURU, NOT TO DEPEND ON MY HEART FOR SALVATION, I AM NOT A GURU. I AM ONLY A TEACHER, YOUR FRIEND, EYE GUIDE YOU IN MY WORD THAT I AM, EYE GIVE U THE KEY TO YOUR HEAVENLY KINGDOM WITHIN YOU. KEY TO UNLOCK YOUR TRUTH AND MASTER THAT U R. EYE LOVE YOU AS MYSELF, EYE DO NOT DEPEND ON YOU, EYE DEPEND ON MYSELF AND GOD THAT I AM IN MY HEART AND NO OTHER, FOR EYE LOVE YOU AS MYSELF, EYE CANNOT MAKE ANYONE DEPENDANT ON ME, EVEN IF SO MANY WANT IT, BUT EYE CAN ONLY GIVE YOU MY WORD, THE KEY TO YOUR OWN KINGDOM. EYE HAVE TO TELL U NO WHEN U WANT TO FOLLOW ME AND ME TO BE YOUR GURU, GOD KNOWS THIS IS BECUZ EYE LOVE YOU AS MYSELF. EYE DEPEND ON GOD FOR GOD KNOWS, WHAT U THINK, DOESN'T MATTER. ANSWER IS WITHIN YOU. EYE LOVE YOU AS MYSELF AN EYE TRY TO TEACH EVERYDAY WITH THE WORD THAT I AM SO YOU WOULD ALSO LOVE YOURSELF AS EYE LOVE YOU AND DEPEND ON NO OTHER HEART BUT YOUR OWN, WHERE THAT I AM IN LOVE NOW, SO YOU WOULD BE HAPPY AND FREE OF ALL PAIN. EYE LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

GOD TAUGHT ME EARLY IN LIFE, THAT DEPENDING ON OTHERS ENDS UP IN SUFFERING AND PAIN, HE DESTROYED ME AS EYE WAS DEPENDING ON OTHERS AND AS EYE DEPENDED ON MY OWN HEART AND GOD THAT I AM IN MY OWN HEART AND NO OTHER HE MADE ME AN ANGEL. DEPEND ON YOUR OWN HEART ONLY BELOVED ANGEL, BE THE MASTER THAT I AM, IF YOU DEPEND ON ANOTHER HEART, YOU SHALL CRY IN DARKNESS IN PAIN AND YOU SHALL BETRAY YOURSELF AND GOD THAT I AM IN LOVE NOW IN YOUR HEART. LOVE YOURSELF AS GOD LOVES YOU. DEPEND ONLY ON GOD. THIS IS THE WORD OF LOVE OF GOD. WORD IS THE KEY, WORD IS THE WAY, WORD IS THE LIGHT AND YOU ARE THAT LOVE YOU ARE WAITING FOR. EYE GIVE YOU MY WORD, EYE GIVE YOU THE KEY. KINGDOM OF LOVE OF GOD IS WITHIN YOU. YOU HAVE TO UNLOCK THE GATES OF HEAVENS YOURSELF, BY DEPENDING ON YOUR OWN HEART AND NO OTHER, BY DEPENDING ON GOD. KINGDOM OF GOD IS WITHIN YOU.

AS ALL THIS STARTED, MY MISSION, GOD HAS GIVEN ME ONE COMMAND ONLY AND NEVER COMMANDED OR TOLD ME AFTER WHAT TO DO:

"THE ONE WITH NO GENDER,
THAT ONE IS NOT BOUND,
THAT ONE DARES ANYTHING.
IF YOU DEPEND ON ANOTHER HEART
ON THE DAY OF THE RECKONING OF THE SOUL,
YOUR SELF HAS BETRAYED YOURSELF."

THANK YOU FATHER. I AM FOLLOWING FROM THE HEART. DEPEND ON YOUR OWN HEART ONLY, DPEEND ON GOD. THIS IS IS TEH WORD OF LOVE. EYE GIVE YOU THE KEY. WORD.

• Purna Ananda