But what if that someone doesn't understand my struggle and why I'm fighting and what I'm struggling for? What if that person doesn't want me? What if that person doesn't appreciate me or my love? What if everything I'm trying is useless and in the end becomes nothing??? What if I'm far from reality?

Haha, hasn't this always been the case? Hasn't everything worked like this all the time?

We all always will be far far away from reality. "The reality of each one" Everyone!!

And that's precisely the actual tricky game of life. You must find yourself first above all. Your utterly 'real' self from top to bottom, from left to right and horizontally, vertically and diagonally from all angles from inside out.

After my sorta humble and kinda long-lived stroll thru this marathon race we use to call life. I've discovered that the only thing that matters in this billowy life is what lies within you only. And then, how you've been cultivating and protecting that little original seed away from blizzards, snowstorms and droughts as will always be the case... It doesn't matter if these perceived external scourges of nature are real or imaginary. ;)