Goodbye. I am moving on!

Mesmerized when I first glance at you, captivated by your masculine superiority, caught by your thoughtfulness and sincerity when our eyes took hold of each other's magnificent thought of I want to know you kind of thing. In short, love struck at the very first sight. It was surreal and kind of lightning fast relationship, but I did not care. Unfolding the truculence of your true nature was put out of the equation because of my gullibility. I fell in love with you in so many million ways beyond my soul can imagine. And I thought, so are you. But I was completely wrong, I trusted you and I even let you trample on my being unmindful of the vileness of your motives towards me. I cared for you and I have loved you deeply that I ignore my well-being, so I can give you my all without tarnishing your reputation in the business sector. I trusted you all my life and never crossed my mind that I will get betrayed by you in a most evil and uncanny ways perpetrated by you and your adulterous woman. Shame was not on your vocabulary apparently. You have contrived it so long and the exact execution of your vicious blueprint of your wickedness while we are still sleeping on the same bed, and while we are still sharing the same table when we ate along with our children. We may have many differences, but it never crossed my mind that I would execute the things that you did to me. The magnitude of cruelty that you have done to me could break anyone's soul, but I was so lucky God gave me strength to continue moving on despite you snatch everything from me including our children. You thought, I will take my life after you abandoned me in the hotel that day, you thought I couldn't make it this far, but you are incorrect! I made it this far and I am vent to make you pay for everything you have done to me and to my kids. I am not the same woman anymore that you used to know, this is a new page of my life that I feel the genuine value of love. The love that I get from my brethren, is so immense that with God's grace, the sympathy, affection and support that I received from them overwhelms me. Losing you completely in my life serves me as a benediction. You granted me freedom from your uncanny self-worth love. You release me from your abusive, manipulative being. I am free Indeed! Thank you for abandoning me and entrusting me with nothing. For, without it I wouldn't find the true guy that cared deeply for me. I have found God. And in him I rest my case. No more bitterness, no more heartaches, no more pains, no more insults, no more injustices, no more tribulations and you can't manipulate me no more. Rachel will no longer cry in the middle of the night asking too many whys. I am happy now and so hope you are too, along with the woman who you picked over me. You absolutely don't deserve me. I am completely over you. So long and goodbye...