Some things came to my mind, as i read your post and please feel not offended, because i experienced such moments in my life:

• our habits are so strong, that they work like magnets to pull us sometimes to the wrong places each day, so we have to wake up and make clear if they are in our best interest or we have to change something.. immediately.. you left for now and i think that's good not sitting in front of your PC for a while
• what other people can do with their computer, even if they are not sitting in front of? Uh, many things -> proof of stake (velocity) mining, rendering 3D pictures, playing computer games, watchin tutorials, fun videos or xxx, remote work for their business -> in the last 5 years there was a big change from local offices to remote working!, ..
• Bitcoin is a phenomenon, if you followed the controversy about this topic the last few months you see there is something about which cannot be ignored, if prominent people people begin crying like little babies, griping and blaming others in the public i think then Bitcoin did something disruptive in their lifes and economy and the way long term is up
• i ask how old are you, because if you are about 20 it could be normal to not know what are your big goals -> but the first step is to really think about what do you want, without thinking what's possible because i can say you from my life, things are possible you could'nt even imagine in your youth, you need just goals and then task and begin to work in the direction of your goals, each day, each week, each month, each year.. boring? not if you reached your first major milestone and look back from where you came, believe me! 😁.. and never again a day is boring, no you will think how you can get more time to accomplish all your goals
• my last question: "Why you don't wanna be rich?".. think of freedom of choice you'll have if you're freed of financial problems or how get paid your bills at the end of the month, what would life be with unlimited amount of money?

Have a good time! hopefully soon on Steemit, but take your break! 👍