You gotta feel 'lucky', because you are the only one commenting on this post. Sometimes I think maybe Steemit is too joyful for these kind of things?

Honestly I have thought that maybe I suffer from something similar, although I always blame anxiety for all my discomfort around people, even myself.

I don't think your life is a failure neither is mine. Why am I so sure? There are other things about ourselves, beside any mental issue xD love for books, sensitivity, mental awakening and art for example.

It is common to see people so absorbed in banalities that I dare to say that we are more sane than them. Perhaps this explains the feeling of uneasiness: we are aware that life is chaotic and people contribute to it.