The Land of Missed Opportunities
I've been planning something.
A big idea.
Someday, I'll finish this project, but I'm in no hurry.
You'll often see books. Somewhere on the cover and within, you'll often read the words, "Written by so-and-so. Illustrated by so-and-so."
These projects usually take more than one capable human. It's a lot of work, especially when there's other work that needs to be done as well.
I'm trying to be both, plus everything else I need and want to be, when I have the time.
I started almost twelve years ago.
That was to be my first book.
I lost everything.
I built that computer. Never had a problem I couldn't fix. Kinda still young, kinda still dumb. Maybe a little bit cocky and arrogant. Even my backup files were on the same damn hard drive, that crashed.
It never once crossed my mind something like that could happen to an 'expert' like me.
So stupid...
Several evenings of sitting alone, after work, with a case of beer, and the sound of smashing keys, constantly. All a memory, and it's a damn good thing my brain drive didn't crash.
I was devastated. Didn't write again until I showed up here, so close to three years ago.
I find it strange.
Strange how a tragedy can lead to something so much better.
Doing illustrations didn't even cross my mind at the time of writing. Digital art was another thing I gave up on and that was long before the hard drive incident. 2014 I picked up the habit again because I wanted to show off. Had a lady friend I wanted to impress.
She turned out to be crazy but I still enjoyed messing around with pixels. Almost forgot how relaxing it can be. About as good for the brain as eating fish.
And now, mainly because of what I do here on this blockchain, the original idea ballooned into something much bigger.
I can slowly chip away. There are plenty of opportunities to earn a little bit, as I go. Way back when I first started, years and years ago, finding a way to get paid for production time was impossible, unless you were a hot item and people saw dollar signs in your potential work.
Usually one needs to sell quite a few copies before someone wants to step up and pay you to write again, provided they get a cut of the profits.
Here, I(we) can do it all, independently. All on our own. Work at our own pace. And the words, once written, can never be erased. Decentralized data. Fancy stuff.
I realize some folks utilize this platform as more of a social media outlet. I respect that and often combine social media elements into my posts. The true potential though, once realized, is remarkable.
This damn thing can be anything you want it to be, plus a whole bunch more you didn't even think of.
Okay
I'm rambling.
Some changes coming up soon here on the chain. I hope I'm not alone when I say, I hope to see good things in the future, here.
For me, of course, because it's healthy to look out for number one. And for everyone else who still gives a crap and wants to see the place thrive as well.
I certainly don't expect to see drastic improvements within the first few hours. Hopefully I'm not the only one around with the ability to remain calm and be patient.
Still rambling?
Time to go.
I hope you enjoyed the art. Spent all night working on that one.
The chain is BROKEN!!!! The CHAIN is BROKEN!!!!
Oh wait, still got half an hour to go!
My bRoKUN is broken!
BROKED! BROKED IT!
WhatdidNeddowiththedamnspacebars!!!!
And Dan, don't forget DAAAAAAAAAAN!!
Better say STINC now!!!
You are right!! Sneaking in my reply before Armageddon hits!!
Hmmm. Did someone forget to push the button?
Was Pixels a stripper at a nerd bar?
Most likely one of the few. :)
They have strippers at the nerd bar you go to? Trippy. We don't have that in Canada, yet.
I got this...
They have strippers at all the bars I go to.
See you on the other side. maybe.
Well, I'm already enjoying these new curation rewards. Earned 1.2 Steem so far with only two 50% votes.
Tragedy can lead to something much better. The words you expressed are so relevant as I've learned the past two years in my own life. Thank you my friend.
Always a tough pill to swallow but eventually the headache goes away.
It sounds like we have very similar hopes and aspirations of this chain. I too am preparing a book of sorts with each post I write and each upvote is like a book advance to encourage me to keep going the commenters are like my editors and the blockchain is the backup. Hopefully on the other side of this fork will be new opportunities for those who want to create on Steem.
The artwork for my big project will take thousands of hours. Finding the motivation to do that much work on free time is nearly impossible, especially when the end result is far from clear and set in stone. I caught on early and for the most part, each post has something that could help me down the line as well. Not all, some is just for fun, and fun is good to have, but a lot is there just as much for now as the future.
arrrrgggggghhh! where gunna die in less then a minute
I'm melting!!!
im still here, fk!
Looks like things are semi back to normal. HF's are going to come and go, you have lived through more than me, this was only my second one.
I did not have any real plans for steem block chain, it is good to see post from those that do. Time, some say is the enemy, me I'm old enough to almost believe that, but not quite yet.
I can certainly see how steem is a good word bank, a shame images are also not for ever on the block chain.
It's normal for a patch to come out shortly after a major update.
I hope, in the end it's worth having a plan. Having a plan doesn't always mean things work out.
I agree about the images. I have to back those up in other places, and there's no guarantee they're safe there forever.
We're back... Things appear to have gone much smoother than last HF... I hope... Still looking around...
your art makes my pain go subside.... :} refining pleasure...
I'm the Tylenol of the art world? Cool!
nice to meet ya :D
Awesome entertaining read.
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Can imagine how that must have felt when you lost it.......but isn't it amazing how we are sometimes forced in a different direction which we would have never followed ourselves and then it turns out to be better.
That seems to happen often but we never know until far into the future, which means we're constantly stuck dealing with the present. A present is a gift though, so there's that.
I like your post very much.