Well, I'm trying to have fun. I'm missing one important element though. It's been kind of a ghost town here nearly every time I attempt something even remotely humorous these days. Trying to have fun isn't making much sense and now I've seemingly wasted several hours producing new art for a post 99% of my following wasn't interested in. So I'm trying to have fun, but end up feeling low. That's the confusion. Seems like I'm setting myself up to feel like crap. That doesn't make sense. My fault though.