... to a certain degree - yes. My sense (although I could be wrong) is ... that although you seem to want to get away from your shoulds... they seem to stick around (even in your art) ...
You know the answer to that ...
& of course you can only be you ...
All I am saying is that you may wish to do what's called reframing -
i.e. try replace your "should" with "will" or "would like" or "want" ...
For example:
First I thought I should use yellow.
Then I thought I should make the yellow look like lazy splats of yellow to make it appear as if I simply dumped some paint on a canvas like a drunk ass(this is digital art).
Then I thought I should use red.
to something like...
First I thought I would like to use yellow.
Then I thought I want the yellow look like lazy splats of yellow to make it appear as if I simply dumped some paint on a canvas like a drunk ass(this is digital art).
Then I thought I will use red.
it seems like a small shift - but really it's a matter of changing your thinking - and your emotions will then follow your thinking.
... to a certain degree - yes. My sense (although I could be wrong) is ... that although you seem to want to get away from your shoulds... they seem to stick around (even in your art) ...
I can only be me. Should I be myself and let them see or blind them with someone else.
You know the answer to that ...
& of course you can only be you ...
All I am saying is that you may wish to do what's called reframing -
i.e. try replace your "should" with "will" or "would like" or "want" ...
For example:
First I thought I should use yellow.
Then I thought I should make the yellow look like lazy splats of yellow to make it appear as if I simply dumped some paint on a canvas like a drunk ass(this is digital art).
Then I thought I should use red.
to something like...
First I thought I would like to use yellow.
Then I thought I want the yellow look like lazy splats of yellow to make it appear as if I simply dumped some paint on a canvas like a drunk ass(this is digital art).
Then I thought I will use red.
it seems like a small shift - but really it's a matter of changing your thinking - and your emotions will then follow your thinking.
... & maybe you will then know.