I read you, @rok-sivante. Every word of it has touched me. I understand what you may be going through, because I've also had stages where life has put me against the nets of the ring and I've wanted to throw in the towel. Please don't give up. It's good to stop, breathe, fuck everything up, cry, but after time or the duel, start again. Your mission is not finished. You still have many things to learn, to teach, to dream, to live. This writing space and the music space can be your refuge, the space where you can be you. It is normal that if you put the heart and life in what you do, you break with time. These words are not meant to be advice, but to offer you a helping hand. Let me embrace you in the distance...