Missing The Sun

Do you ever feel like you belong somewhere else so bad? That feeling of something missing or that something that was temporary felt so right? Coming home from vacation gives me all those feelings. I don't believe its the vacation that I'm missing either. It's the feeling of the sun beating down on your face, the salt water smell in the air, the smell of fresh vegetation that has been sprinkled by an afternoon storm and the smiles of people who are happy. The sun is a very powerful tool and people who live with daily sunshine forget what life is like when having the sun shine is a luxury. In the sunny places, when the sun is gone for a few hours, you don't miss it because you know it will be right back. Not having the sun for a week straight is probably the most naturally depressing feeling. You have to try so hard to be positive and find other sources to give you that natural sun high. People just seem to walk around like robots with nothing but negative emotions. I need to find my happy place. I have 8-9 months until we are moving. The countdown has begun. This is nothing like anything I have ever done before. I'm ready to pick up everything and move to where I'm feeling called to. It's only a matter of planning and getting everything else situated here. I'm ready to go. The sunshine state is calling! For now, Jamaica will do.