What can I say, How should I offer my sincere condolence to you. I mean this is more than enough what you have lost in your life.
You are a brave and strong guy then and now. Just just say hello to new life , Pray for her soul with full intensity and Don't make yourself alone thinking about past. "Don't Let your past to ruin your future". I know, It's quite a morsel for us to say this but at least you can try forget that harsh day of your life. May your mom soul rest in peace and get high rank in jannah. Ameen!

Love you brother @sohailahmad2525. I am going to to place your post link in @humanbot and @carlgnash for being undervalued post. My steem power cannot make this post as high as it deserves. #stay blessed and Happy.