everyone has breakdowns from trying so hard to impress in a community filled with users looking for a big break.. the mistake is not realizing.. the people you're stressing over, trying to impress, are struggling with the same issues.

It is a very big responsibility to lead by example on steemit.. being upfront and honest is what everyone calls for yet steemit is over saturated with multiple accounts from one person or another, pushing different ideas and agendas to put themselves in a better position to make more money and be a "Legend"

I feel ya tho.. good stuff.