Well thats nearly the same experience i made i asked the lord to show me the truth AND HE DID !
Yeshua Christ is Lord and it is grace given by the Holy Father to choose His first born Son to be freed from the bondage of Sins from our sins our forfathers sin so that we can enter Eternity nobody is free of sin thats what the word of God says but if we accept the Blood of Christ as our redemption and ask for Forgiveness of our sins we are allowed to enter the Holy of Holy where the Living and the Giver of Life the HOLY GOD Resides through our Holy Lord and King Christ the Master of the Visible and Invisible Universe this is why Christ says nobody can come to the Father except through me I AM the Only way The Truth and Everlasting Life ! and not as some false teachings that want you to make believe in yourself or self awakening theories THATS ALL DEMONIC BULLSHIT ! but everyone has being giving a free will to choose for Christ and His Love offering or against Him those who Choose not to will not enter the everlasting kingdom that is about to come Visible into this World or Dimension.

Peace in Christ be with you and us :) Gloria in excelsis Deum