Abundance of New Emotions and Parallel fears

Abundance of new emotions and parallel fears

When new emotions
start taking a rollercoaster ride,
there is a flurry of insects
and flies and fireflies and butterflies
enjoying the swings inside
the walls of my stomach.

I giggle.
I giggle hard as I love
how things are eventually
turning up for me,
making me happy about
all the new beginnings
waiting for me at the
end of that door.

The kind of happiness
that seams when rain first
touches the dry earth sweeping
off all the little cracks
because of the drought.

And suddenly,
I feel a deep churn inside
the same stomach.
Along with all the
Burberry dreams, there is a
fear that walks parallel with
the happiness.

A fear of losing it all.
A fear that these insects
and flies and fireflies
and butterflies will again die.
A fear that
these gleamy eyes might
soften with the moist.

A fear that this happy
heart might break.
Allover again.

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Thanks for lovely picture, Pixabay

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