Hi,

Thanks for sharing your story.
First part of your story I understand it very well because right now I am on the same situation like you was.
My family material situation wasn't ok so I finished an IT university just to have an well paid job.
I am working for three years now for a big corporation where I am well payed and I have that "recognition" that you're speaking.
I was working very hard to achieve this and I got a raise and recognition but instead of being well I got also anxiety and depression.
For three months I'm taking therapy and also like you I understood that I don't like my job, I like only the "wealthy" life.
Right now I'm on the position of finding the truly things that I love to do, but is very hard to find it. Using other words, I don't know what I love.
If you can give me an advice of how did you make it, please let me know.

Thank you and congratulations :D