My first lousy post

Before i go typing my long bad grammar poor spelling write out . do pardon me and stop reading , i am Dyslexia and can;t help to type in a weird ways and i know is no excuse for poor communication , i am sure your wisdom and can help you with my challenging article .

You got to start some where right . WTF . might as well throw in the towel and start with losing a match to find out how it feel to loss a match . the way i think is very much adjusted by the people around me . so i guess i am make up of all the people around me that make up how i see thing and feel about how thing should be .

More especially with people that shown me what is wrong . than those who show me what is right .

1. not in any weird order i just want to type 1. to start this off . stop being an ass to yourself . i been an ass to myself for years and make myself suffer with my stubborn mindset. i simply forgot that our world is make with everyone else .
   so i live the early part of my life thinking how i can get more from everyone else around me . is boring and tiring to wake up and think how i can rip extra profit from total stranger . i learn to hate this kinda social build up .

1. shitty people . the way we blend into a shitty system sometime we try to act shitty .

2. i know i do not like it but i try to over look it and tell myself i need to blend in .
   i hate this acting. is like i do enjoy oily food and dare not tell anyone .

3. i am too lazy to type more . will do so next time when i am online .

4. follow me if you want - upvote me if you think what i said make some sense

you gain some i gain some .

Fake Guru