Sometimes the thing we want is only waiting for us to step out the door and do it. I bought a bicycle for the same reasons you want to swing, and guess what? Other than my breath needing to catch up through some training, it was just as freeing as it was for me as a boy! Nice post. Keep steeming!
Thank you! I love how you bought a bike and rediscovered the freedom. Inspiring.
you just eventually have to conclude that you can't "try" to let go, there is letting go, and there is holding on, the in between is an illusion