There are no words available in any language to ease your suffering but you seem like a strong person,don't give up hope and take everything one step at a time.Two years ago i suffered a heart attack and was in hospital for over 3 months.While in hospital my liver become infected and i also suffered with hypothermia,at one point in time I really thought I wasn't going to recover.All you can really do is try to stay as positive as possible and never give up hope,thanks for sharing.