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RE: My First Four Days in Novi Sad - Adjusting to life away from Amsterdam, and my addiction problems.
Booze is shit man. Stay away from it.. :D
Glad to hear you are mobile and making the best of what you got. Good luck sir!
For me, the caffeine is worse. I'm one of those rare kinds of people who rarely drinks until I become stupid, though when I do, it can often cost me a lot, but usually this happens because my nerves are jangling from too much caffeine (er, which can be any, it's so variable).
I bought 250g bag of the shit a few years back whe nI was spending like $20 a day on energy drinks... I understand the caffiene jones for sure.. Hence the bag.
Helps me work. Sure I can't sit still or stop shaking but it works... :D
Yeah, I can't stand it... I am one of these weird people with weird neurochemistry... meth is less damaging to me (except for I often wall of text all over the place when I'm on that). I also get no joy out of any kind of opiate. A friend gave me some morphine one time last year and I felt nauseated for like 7 hours and couldn't stand up for more than a minute without wanting to ralph. No warm flushes, just itches and nausea.
I think more or less, I am actually better off with no drug at all in my system... I'm gonna kick the nicotine out once I have got on an even keel after the caffeine withdrawals stop. Last night in the late evening I was super irritable, and it came at a really bad time, a new guy in here was babbling chinese at full tilt at too much volume while I had to try and reset my witness signing keys because I realised I left 'config.ini' out of my .gitignore. LOL!
Then I had some beer, and had a nice fun chat with this serbian/hungarian girl who has just started here to fill in the gaps when the high season starts. Then I get back and out of the blue my witness got told to make blocks two within a minute and missed both... so I had to find out what was going on - I had misconfigurations in my failover script and a dangling monitor process on respawn that was bumping my old secondary signing key. Half an hour later I got it all sorted out, thank god.
But that was partly due to the caffeine withdrawals that all happened, at least, the painful part about it.
From here it's gonna be onward and upward I think. And Steem is a big part of why that is happening.
Hell a bit of speed back in the day was great to put some pep in your step and keep you going for days if need be.. Was a reason the Nazi's were on that shit for sure. However not really anything that is sustainable in my humble opinion.
Opiates are great pain killers but not worth the constipation for me personally, tried a few different flavours and varieties and if I had to pick kratom would be at the top.. Only done it 3 times in my life and enjoyed it every time.
Nicotine is a bitch. atleast other substances might give ya a buzz or something.. All damn smokes do is give you craving and make ya stink of ass.. Shit's evil and expensive!
Women can be a great compliment or cause of chaos all depending on the girl. lol. Keep on keeping on dude, sounds like you got a good target of where you want to be so head for it and don't let anyone tell ya otherwise.