So Exhausted... It feels like every part of my body hurts, And mentally I feel done for the day.

Spent the majority of the day doing niche research for shirts,

Updating my Pinterest and Instagram Posts, Uploading shirt designs, And finishing up some Steemit Posts. Went for a quick 2-mile jog,

I then went to my part-time job at UPS.
Scanning and loading 1,700 boxes into their designated trailers. I then Got into my car at 3:00 A.m. Driving to the grocery store, Bought some groceries, Hauled them all inside. And Spent an hour doing meal prep for the next couple weeks. I then washed all the dishes up, Deep cleaned both of my rabbit's cages, And then went to print and prepare the packages I sold for shipping. Then The unbearable walk to the mailbox, Sounds pathetic doesn't it? But at this point, my body and mind are so exhausted. It feels like a mile walk. Every. little. Step.

I then can finally shower off the dirt off my body that was left from UPS. And make myself a small snack before retiring into my bed.

This is the other aspect of my life.

We all have this life, The life that no one sees.
It's so easy to put on a mask and pretend that you have the easiest and best life ever. That requires no work to maintain.
Or you can pretend that you work sooooo hard when no one sees you, As you binge watch another season of your favorite TV Show.

Stop Complaining

Sometimes I question if some people are even alive, They exist as though they'll live forever. Or that they have no chance of getting what they want.

They are just there, To complain about the things they feel they can't do.
And I do my best to motivate as many people as I can.
Because I know what it's like to feel defeated. I often feel that way myself when I can't seem to keep up with everything in front of me Because my stubborn brain won't let me stop.

I'm not special; you are not special. No one is special.
We are all capable of amazing things, But often there is a steep price.
Heck, Sometimes we go into the situation not knowing what the price is. We sort of just have to feel our way through. And hope that it will be worth it.

It's important to also enjoy the process!
Because this life is short. I enjoy working hard, But occasionally it wears me down. When I see my list getting longer. And my brain is begging for some relaxation.
But I know I can make a difference in the world, And I will.
For those of you discouraged, Stop thinking that everyone has some magical ability that you don't.
There are so many things in this life that I suck/sucked at, But I lit a fire inside me and forced myself to get better.
Sometimes we even get discouraged when we see disadvantages out of our control.
But it's essential to look past them and look for a way to make it an advantage instead.
Or conquer it all together.

Remember when you see those happy seemingly perfect life photos. That there is so much more you aren't seeing. That the person you look up to so much, Isn't as "Inhuman" as you think they are.
They are more like you; Then you'll ever know.