well.. inspiring post there.. i've been thinking the same like you did there about doing something all over and over again in the same way.. i've been that path and i try to change it somehow... just like doing a job that i didnt like for a long time but if i quit, i cant even have financial to help me out in the long term..

what regarding my problem with my all activities is mostly because i dont know what to do with my life trying to find what i can do most and live with it.. it's hard do what i love ( which i didnt know until now) and live by it... maybe only selected lucky indicidual can achieve that life...
well.. i dont know... love your post.. sorry for my bad english