Aw thanks for your comments. I'm so sorry to hear of your mom passing when you were so young also! It really is so hard. I'm turning 29 this year & I still struggle with it. I definitely have a great outlet & church community now & my husband is wonderful. He also just lost his mom in 2016, so we've been through a lot together. Grieving is hard, but such an important process to go through. I learnt a lot in the last decade & I'm happy to share what I've learnt with others. Even if it only means letting others know they're not alone! <3