Sabrina life is too short to lose oneself contemplating man made rules, hatred, savagery.

A beautiful soul becomes battered and bruised, at the end of the day life is a gift, live it!

A good support system you have found right here already DM someone you feel comfortable with and chat through problems.

Seek support from friends and family, mostly love yourself, go out into nature find balance.

No one knows the answers to life, try living one day at a time, don't allow life around you overwhelm you with darkness on all sides.