SELF-THOUGHTS:A moody me | Tantrums here and there😥😧

I am not that perfect . I am just me .

I am too busy with my life right now. I feel like I am going to explode any minute from now. I have this kind of feeling but I can't give meaning to this. I realized that I have been very moody recently. My tantrums are getting worst and worst. I get angry even on a small things and I am not sure why.

Is this me ? Or I badly needed some rest ? My feeling right now is too empty . Why is this happening ? I have too many questions that are left unanswered.

I just wished someone can give me an answer or if someone would just ask how am I doing right now. Eventually there is no one. I am living in a house where many people are living but sad to say I am just invinsible to them.

Am I not worth it ? Am I useless ? Why am I feeling lonely ?

I am alone in a room and listening to music . Trying to reflect all the things that have been happening to me recently. I guess I overlooked something but don't know which is it though.

SELF-REALIZATION

I realized that I can give advice to others but I just can't apply those advice to myself. I should figure out how to fight these moody self of mine.
I do have a lot on my plate right now and can't solve all of them . Anyway, I am just writing this post because I have no one to talk to . I just felt neglected and don't want to beg for any attention.

Fighting this battle alone is difficult for me but I should stay strong or else I will lose.

Sincerely yours,
@joancabz