To Be The Rebel Of The Rebels. Make Good With This.

Yea, I'm sick of rebel culture, it's terrible, awful! Almost don't want to talk about it. It's about being macho, being gross, acting too cool to care, being anti-social, not caring about yourself. There can be categories like where alcohol is hero worshipped. Make jokes about hurting your health, getting black out drunk, haha ya your a huge rebel. Alcohol makes you an asshole and so they love it. They have no sense of real power so they cater to the mass promotion booze to drown your sorrows but act like a rebel who is really happy.

This rebel thing is a haze ritual. It's for sell-outs! Many anti-heroes who do anti-social things are hero worshipped. They abuse women, worship suicide and drug abuse and are held as the greatest poets and figures of society. Look how down they are!! Look at how good at self loathing they are! Wow gotta grow up to be just like them. I've been to so many these parties where the people are so negative you realize you have no friends at all.

I get that sense that I'm not suicidal enough to get along with these friends. When they drink then they start laughing at videos of people being sexually tortured. Makes me wish something really bad happens to them in their family so they can know what real pain is. If they did they wouldn't never laugh at torture. They act like this behaviour is against the system and makes them a real man. They point out bizarre acts and say haha they are so much more fucked up than I am! In fact they are just as fucked up, if not a little bit more.

Another part of the rebel culture that sucks is the consumerism. People feeling like they got ripped off and they need this piece of the pie. That is why rampant drug abuse and addiction to porn and sex. They feel like they deserve this pleasure and don't care how they get it. They call it being a rebel. I would never want to be like that. Better to be a rebel against these so called rebels that are just feeding the machine with their poor attitude they subscribed to. None of this appeals to me. I don't want sex, drugs, money, distractions, none of that! Makes you depressed realizing people actually believe that is what life is all about. It's fucking stupid. I just want to punch all these people in the face.