Alright Day Today. Thoughts On Money Consumer Programming.

Got through the work day. Pretty tired again by the end of the day. Relaxed out a bit, ate more homemade soup. Still thinking about the paranoid society. The crazed haze society. It's difficult to live in this consumer based society. I don't like it. I don't very much like the current money paradigm. I don't like living under threat. If your dependent on money to survive you are under threat. You have to adhere to all these institutions to survive in the current society. They only know buying and selling. Indifference to how you feel. It's like we all live in a giant penal colony called earth.

I want to forget it and find the stride. I don't want to live in the money tax paradigm. In fact the only comfort I can find resides outside of it, beyond it. Can't tolerate polluting the earth and cultural genocide in the name of progress. Harder to live and breathe, species of animal are disappearing, costs of living keeps going up. Even if you make some legitimate money it will taxed to about half. So look at any so called money, double it and then you will know it is only worth half as much. Money is garbage. It's too much trouble for what it's worth. This culture stinks. If your only aspiration is to have big toys and a nice house, to go on vacation then I think you are brainwashed. They've got nothing.

The paranoid society seems to be there to drive you bonkers, to fuck you up, a harsh hazing ritual. That is what all this fear of telling the government and corporations everything. It's part of the control trip haze. Yea the Facebook thing is scary, having info on social media and the internet is scary. If you try to be independent in any way they could track you easily. Who wants to live in fear living under the radar. I wouldn't even want to do that. Don't want to have to play their game. Don't subscribe to their program.

I don't want to be a work drone that consumes like a robot. Being stressed all the time overworking, then doing harmful things, or anti-social things to vent your frustration to keep normal. To keep going like an idiot and think this is as great as it's gonna get. Just big box shopping stores, no mom and pop stores any more. Just everything fake. Every fake product continues to poison everything. People aren't cared about. Only the money. Just rip and burn the earth, poison and power trip the people. Go to war, live under nuclear threat. So some billionaires can earn a few more billion. Like fuck, I don't know what else to rant on about. LOL

Well good to get it out a bit so I can get onto something else later. Or come back at the same kinda topic with a different perspective, improved perspective, more information. More clarity instead of sounding like just a rant. Get to the heart of the problem. Find out what are my true values. Don't want to let the paranoid society freak me to go insane so they can drag me away as a mental patient, to continue to put me down. I had that feeling before, like the culture wants you to feel guilty for being alive. That's what the concept of original sin was like too in religion. To feel guilty for being born. That's nonsense! I don't like that either...getting a birth certificate and all this. Being deemed to be something without having a choice or a voice in the matter. I feel that frustration city!

Well glad I wrote something out. Almost didn't feel like it. I always seem to feel better after I do though. Now I will wind down for the night and go to sleep! Looking forward to tomorrows adventure!