Nice!!! I swear you explained exactly how I feel. On a lot of levels, turning 30, life, death... Funny how something so sad can teach us so many beautiful things. Glad your on steemit, the norm is to just kinda treat this thing like a diary and try to make it as art inspired as possible. It will grow and change and so will you. Godbless i'll be following. #newbieresteemday