If you believe the worst is over, then the worst is yet to come. Do NOT take alcoholism for granted. It sounds to me, like your in the early stages of addiction, and recovery. I am also an alcoholic, and I can tell you this. Regardless of what you have heard, it is not ok to continually fail at this. Alcoholism is progressive, elusive, and patient. When you think you have this, it will come back to get you. Confidence is dangerous in recovery. Please recognize that feeling good will trick your mind into thinking you can drink again. If anyone hasn't told you they are proud of you today, I am proud of you! Keep up the good work. I will follow you.
Thank you for being proud of me. This article is very brief or maybe misleading in how deep I fell into it. I do not feel I fell as hard as others have, and I hope in my case, there isn't another fall.
There doesn't have to be another fall. I drank to alleviate my anxiety mostly, and have had more relapses than I can count, because of how I react to stress. If you don't crave the drink regularly, your in a better place than some. I would recommend to keep talking with others about your addiction, and maybe join a support group. I don't personally subscribe to AA because of my own personal beliefs, but it works very well for many. Anything is worth a try. If you feel an overwhelming urge to drink again, please...talk with someone. It might save your life. This is how I stay sober. Writing, and talking with others. I hope the same can be said with you. An outlet always helps. Keep on fighting the good fight @mandyteacup