@lucylin you don't have high IQ, you are just a pyschopath, it's in your genes. Isn't that obvious? lol, That's why you don't have many friends? I suggest you seriously reflect why people don't like you. Only your little thai gf can put up with you (it's also fake, of course she won't tell you what she really feels). She needs her 'money back' lol), not even your parents like you. I feel sorry you are so depressed. This is why you have high suicide rates. You get it or you don't. You are just plain stupid. You are surrounded by fake smiles and you don't even know it. How stupid and ignorant can you be lol? Everyone is using you. Anywhere you go is the same, even in the UK, I'm sure the women there don't like you obviously. Even in the US. Nobody will sympathize with your struggle because you are a psychopath. Sad life for you but please go on living. Life is good, but harsh reality. Mr. Triggered. ;)