Letter to Yussif

A part of me feels bad for you and a part of me feels you are weak. Is this what you really wanted? I hope you are finally happy? How can you be so selfish to think that this world will be better off without you. You think this will make everyone around you happy? Was it too late to work things out?

I'm sitting here with so much going in and out of my mind. I got so many questions I wanna ask you but gaddamn it, imma keep it. What happened to our favourite quote "hustle hard and marry plenty wives". I still can't believe you are dead; I'm so fucked up. Maybe I should have paid more attention to our friendship and be of more influence. Maybe nothing would have made you change your mind and abort this suicidal mission. I hear about your death and it's all mixed feelings. I don't wanna sound insensitive but I feel you took the easy way out. I am so upset, how could you be so selfish? How could you? Do you have any idea what people think of you now? I hope you're in God's place, playing Xbox with Him. I will be lying if I said I'm fine without you; I feel my brains leaving me, my conscience dying and my self confidence collapsing. If I had the power, I will push you out of the casket so you explain to us why you did this.

Yussif, if you had the chance to live again, would you still do this? Or will you do it differently. Tell me what death is like. What happened to what Mr.Fosu told us; "taking one day at a time".
Today is a new day and if you can't hear me, then fuck, you are gone. It hurts me so much that I can't even cry about it; the tears ran in my veins like blood

Yussif, I miss you already

By Poko Poko

Link to Part 1

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