On hardships and moving on

don't really want to go too into details, but I recently found out that my mother has incurable cancer. In a few weeks, the family finds out generally how much time she has left. I wrote a draft post on this the other day and deleted it, and every time I've tried to find something to write about I just have zero interest. The thoughts never go. The desire to do pretty much anything is gone. I don't know if or when I'll end up posting anything again, but for once I just have no words to really share. Usually I can find something about what I've been up to, what I've stumbled across, where I have been and the rest. But it's just all gone. The camera still goes with me anywhere I go, but I almost don't feel like using it. I try to