As I sit and contemplate life
As I sit and contemplate life, 
current affairs, the changes 64 yrs of trying to fit into boxes, wondering what's wrong with me. Wow. Nothing.
It was me being told to conform. Huh.
Each day I am being loved into the realization that i was not failing at everything, i was seeking and learning and as someone said, my ability to survive all that comes my way, has to this day been 100%.
It was hard ,it hurt, it was embarrassing it was scary it was horrible at times.
Every single time it was a Higher power that helped me thru.
Angel's and my guide, ancestors, wise teaching, music and as I sit in solice reflecting.
Tears, heart pain then peace, I don't need to become anything more than the true me.
We have the power with in, you are ok, let go you are here.
We are getting stronger and more confident everyday.
I am ok. I Am. OK
Blessings of new beginings to all.
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