lol!
Sorry I haven't been answering your other comments. I have been reading them. I just feel ridiculously exhausted most of the time. I am drinking right now, first time since, so, well so far I feel pretty good. But that could definitely turn on me, lol. It probably would be a blessing in a way. I haven't cried like I should, not yet. Because I know when I let it go it will be soul fucking wrenching. ech. Not just yet.
Love you bro!!!