My most heartfelt prayers to you sir... I myself am in a similar position, I exposed corruption on video and audio by an insider with my local law enforcement, I was kidnapped and tortured and made the news.... I was the first in a long line of victims to come out of the unit I was exposing.... that was in 2012... I barely survive myself... all I can say is if I could I would help you get right, I gave you an upvote and will follow... I will help spread your stories.... and if my bloody lawsuit ever gets squared away I would gladly donate to you. It is true what they say, if it doesn't kill you it will make you stronger... I have a yellow labrador named Mason who I adore, I have a wife and a daughter and I feel useless. DO what you can , and don't focus on the one thing in life going awry, focus on the good things in life, it will change how the universe interacts with you. Bless you brother, and much love from Chicago.