A letter to myself .I hope that you can feel this.

It s probably not something new to hear that change is everywhere .I think everyone confronts a daily chellange even if we are not aware of it .I was reflecting on this idea and wondered what would I write in a letter for myself.

Dear..self ,
I know that we both feel very uncomfortable for talking about this.Shit happens.
Luckly we both like relatable things and we know how easy it is to create a conection by relating to other people and others relating to you.
Now, i take time to think where would i be without you.Just remembering all the limits I had to break through and the motivation that I ve got from you constantly screaming in my head :
,, what if you die tomorrow?would you regret that you were afraid of this?'' or ,,do you want to do something or just lay in your bed and be sad''.You tried many new things and even if i never say this to you i m actually really proud of you .For doing the things that were important even if you were anxious and it wasn t easy especially when you had people that done and said everything that they could to stop you.I m lucky that you ve chosen to let the way of your heart be the light in the dark,now you know that it was not a mistake.In that year i understood how different you are from others,and how lonely you often are but we can both agree that this is how it s supposed to be.I know that it s confusing for almost everyone why you do things this way and why you choose to be like this.But we both know that it s right , even if it s very different.They don t choose to look at their problems but you choose to heal ,they are afraid to be original,to cut their hair or even to hug someone however you see a stranger crying and you give a hug.It s not easy to be this exposed,to let everyone see how you are inside.To wear yourself and act by your rules.You don t want what they want , you don t want houses and cars ,empty people and drugs.You just want to sit under a blue sky with a peaceful mind.We know that everyone gets their heart and trust broken at least once,but what makes me thankful is how you got over this ..not by fighting or revenge ,but by trying again ;living the normal fear that comes right after ,accepting the truth and letting your young heart learn,grow,and this is why I am lucky to have you like this ,I like to call you ,,fearless'' not only because you ve been through this but because you don t fight the fear like others you try to understand fear.I m more than grateful that we ve finally come to the day when we can sit peacefully under a tree,think about everything that happened and sincerely thank everyone that made us feel like this so we could meet the oportunity to grow.I love that you are a combination of yolo vibes and responsible thinking.I m proud that you finally tell your truth and don t spend your days suffering anymore.I love how you used to tell me :,,Good fortune is on the side of the brave ones".. damn it took many lessons to come to this conclusion.
I ve never told you this but i m proud of what you ve become and more than everything i want you to stay true on your path .