Thank you @clicketyclick! I totally understand and get what you say. I was shy also and became more so from what I went through. I do worry about many children now being so desensitized and also being overly sensitized. There seems to be not a lot of balance going on right now. I accept everything as all part of my journey here and having to decide which "fork in the road" to take in my life. Possibly, I should listen more to myself and accept that everyone has their own journey to decide which "forks in the road" they will take in life and let go of some of these past experiences. Thanks again for your reply and insight! Best wishes to you as well!!