Thank you so much for your honesty. But on the other hand, you would agree with me that while you push yourself to socialize with other people, those people most of the time take you for granted because you sought their attention and not them yours. If you are yourself, then the few friends you have will be genuine, and while you build on your personality, a lot more will come. @mrfantastik I posted an update today. Do check it out :)