365 Days That Count - Day 10 - Figuring it out.

I think one of our hardest tasks in life is deciphering right from right now, truth from
temptation and need from want. It is almost impossible. There is little way of knowing what will happen tomorrow let alone in a week, month or year.

So how do we choose wisely? How do we protect ourselves and those we love from the risks associated with making the choice at hand?

It's so hard, it's so confusing and it's so terrifying; the risk is almost not worth the reward, especially as the reward is not guaranteed.

I'm almost at the point of giving up, choosing nothing for fear of making the wrong choice.

I know one day I will look back on this moment and kick myself for finding it so difficult, hindsight will have blessed me with wisdom I simply do not have right now and suddenly what was mind boggling will be simple.

But right now I don't have all the answers, in fact I don't have many of them at all. All I can do is try and use all the information at my disposal to make the right decision. It all sounds so scientific, so rational, so meditated. I hate that.

I wish this post had a conclusion, a summing up of all the feelings and actions involved in taking risks and making tough decisions, but it doesn't. I am no closer to working out which path to take, in fact I'm further - the more I think about it the less I want to move at all.

There are no clear cut signals, no one thing makes sense and the on top of that the
universe seems to be working in opposing camps. I can't make head or tail of it. I need a bit of time and space to try and find my truth.

Maybe a little cabin on the beach somewhere quiet would be the kind of soul food I need...

Tomorrow is another day!

Love,

Daisy xx

( @daisyd )