My Plan For Tomorrow 📃🍴💊

There are so many things that is bothering me right now, for example I do not know how or what to do if the lockdown here in my place gets extended since cases of Corona virus are getting high every passing day. Some says that in the course of this event people that i know will get afflicted by the virus. So it is hard for me to grasp that scenario since my earnings had dwindled so low that I am not considering my medical plans for now and it is so frustrating to ever set a goal and at the end you will not be able to achieve it.

Also it makes me so sad that I am not getting excited about my treatment simply because I kept on exposing my parents to get a virus outside when we go for my dialysis so now my plan is that my parents will just wait for me at the parking lot of the hospital after I entered the dialysis treatment area and wait until I am finished already.

It makes me sad too that I am not able to get to eat my favorite meal so I end up skipping meal at my session, I am just thankful enough that I am not crashing my blood pressure in the process while getting a lower body weight after my session. It had lead me to not getting so breathless just before my session and that is so important for me.

My plan again is to just eat here at home before I am hooked-up which I have read that it is a recommended thing for me to do as opposed by the advise of my nurses because I have read that eating at dialysis really makes the blood pressure to get low and I have proven it twice already. But even upon knowing that I will still eat if the food that I wanted gets available because I only have two opportunities per week to enjoy eating which for now is not the case because of the lockdown as the convenient store where I buy my meal got closed due to lack of deliveries.