I hate that you even had to experience those 40 minutes. I can imagine that you felt each of those emotions to the extreme.

The worst two minutes of my life is when I went to get a sonogram to check on my twin babies and the nurse told me to look at the screen. She asked me to look at the baby on the bottom...if I noticed no movement. She then told me the baby was no longer breathing and that we lost our child. I have never experienced anything more painful and heartbreaking than losing our child. I never imagined something like that would happen to us.