I agree 100% with you. I have been awakening myself and dealing with my own issues. It's so strange how very simple everything is when you truly understand why we are here. Love is the only thing that matters. I was strung out on opiates for 7 years from my teens to 23 years old. Once I hit bottom I started to focus on giving back to make up for the damage I had done to so many people. I have literally been in hell for the last 7 years thinking that all I was here for was to benefit other people and hate myself for my past. I had a full break down a couple of months ago and realized that I was fundamentally broken. I needed to fix myself. It wasn't until about a week ago that I could even wrap my mind around loving myself or accepting that I matter. It was a scary realization and the grief was maddening. It was somewhere in there that I realized I was capable of sharing so much love and kindness with others, that I do have value. I realized we are all connected and we are all one, and now I recognize that includes me.