Wish my upvote was worth more. Looking back she did go through apathy. Furthermore she moved to an isolated area had no friends in said area. Had many online friends and "IRL" friends but they were too far away. Her life ended at 29. She gave up. Throughout her life i learned of dozens of attempts. She told me about them. There were times she was attempting regularly. I see what you are saying about violence during these periods and it's something i didn't think of before.