Living is a kind of suicide

Whenever I think of ending my own life, I always think of reasons why I shouldn't do it.

I won't kill myself tonight because I don't want to leave my dogs alone. Despite having a bad day, it is very refreshing to see them rushing towards me as soon as they feel my presence.

I won't kill myself tonight because I still want to travel. I haven't visited my dream country (it is Japan) and I've always wanted to try their delicacies.

I won't kill myself tonight because I will miss the happy beer nights with my friends, the drunk stories, chats, and so much more. I will miss the endless laughter and joy when I'm with them.

I won't kill myself tonight because I still want to fall in love despite my strong appearance. I want to go to journeys with him. I want to eat at restaurants I've always wanted to go. I want to be taken care of. And I want to feel the feeling of being loved.

I won't kill myself tonight because I still want to learn how to love myself.

Living is a kind of suicide.