But my autonomyh's strippedt to dah boooouuunnnnnahrhgggh and my soul is aching for having no choices! sigh... But I get it, I'm trying my hardest not to hate, but the alien... my instructor is very good at doing her best to make it completely opposite. I have a really strong urge to rant about her right here and now but but... I'll leave it... for now, only stupid little things that don't matter.

Hope you a fast recovery too Esc!