Hell of a story! Amazing about your withdrawals, most people, including myself really associate that with opiates and all the others like that. At least your getting all that out of the way, and able to use cannabis medicinally. Do they not have dispensaries there?
They do have dispensaries and have offered medical cards here in my state for the past 2 years. They do not have edibles but surrounding states do.
I just never knew I could basically get the card on my own, I've been so mentally fucked from the meds I thought my GP had to prescribe it all.
I am here in California, and I always thought I would not be able to get my card. This was in the mid 2000’s. Well one day I decided to head up north to the place that they did prescriptions. Well I just filled out a paper of my conditions, saw a doctor and then bam, I was legal! I could not believe it.
I can maybe say I fell like you do, minus all the other crap your dealing with. Hope it gets better for you.
Bet is edibles something you prefer over smoking?
I have 7 kids at home, I would like to keep them from seeing me smoke if possible.