I loved you wonderful narrative and story of your experiences. It is always great when you feel free enough to share your thoughts. I always find writing as something very therapeutic. I am glad that you survived the first week. I am even happier that you found a few friends that you can converse with.

I understand the need to find a quiet moment. It is a great time for reflection and healing. I like my space too. I hope you find a good place to do your civil service. Life some times can be very challenging. Wishing you happiness, peace and hopefully better times. Take care!