I have a similar past and can relate way too much to this post. I'm sorry that you didn't get the relief of having him go through a trial/public shame and that he took the chance to escape for his own selfish reasons.
I am really not good with words when it comes to these things, but I think it is a good thing to get it out in the open.
Hi @byn thank you so much for stopping by - that in itself means a lot ❤ Thank you for your words - you are better than you think, and yes it would have been nice for that to of happened, but just goes to show what kind of person he was, and one with a guilty conscience. Am sorry you can relate to this, no one should have to go through anything of the sort. Lots of love to you!