Random Thought Book of Job

This is just a random thought I had this morning that I've been having for some time now. If you are not familiar with the book of Job hes a summary. In the bible from what I remember Job was a man who follow God and worshiped. God basically took everything from Job. His family died. After people told Job to turn his back on Job didn't listen and kept worshiping. In return God gave him everything back plus some. Now I don't consider myself a Christian in any manner. I do have faith in a supreme being. I love this story of Job because I feel like it's my story. My life became not so pleasant once I returned from Iraq. My wife took my daughter, killed my son and left me. Years later of depression but keeping faith I have someone new. She's not perfect or what I'm use to but I was blessed with a son that looks a lot like the son I lost. He looks so much like the son I lost I find myself slipping calling him by my dead son's name. Everyday no matter how sad or depressed I'm feeling I always feel grateful for the blessing and second chance I have got. Which makes it hard to believe there's not some kind of a supreme being out there.