What was I thinking 🤔?

I know what I was thinking .... I felt lied to ... I felt pushed away ..... I felt shut out... I honestly was happy he found someone he felt he had a chance with.... I wanted to be the one .... but never thought he would be happy with me , because there was a lot he would have to deal with... so I’m happy he found someone ..... I just wasn’t happy not being told the truth... being told there was no story .... being told she was no one and there was nothing special to talk about .... being pushed away..... being ignored at times .... that’s what bothered me .... he was my best friend .... and he was walking away from me .... and yea ... he lied ... even if it wasn’t what he wanted to hear ... And I learned a few valuable lessons from all this ... and I’m good ... I wasn’t at first .... I was hurt ... I was upset ... I was disappointed.... but now I’m good ... I learned from the situation... and I’ve moved on. I’m happy to see he is happy in his current situation... and hope it continues that way.

They say our experiences make us who we are today ... and this experience... falling in love with someone I never should have fallen in love with.... was a learning experience.... taught me a lot about love ... a lot about friendships ... a lot about promises ... not everyone cherishes them or keeps them .... they don’t last forever .

It also made me thankful !